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Hello my name is Ahsan and this is my&nbsp;
presentation on "Why is this useful? A&nbsp;&nbsp;

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search for meaning in mathematics education."&nbsp;
So students will ask questions to this effect,&nbsp;&nbsp;

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when is this ever going to be useful, why is this&nbsp;
important, things of that nature all the time and&nbsp;&nbsp;

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the way that I'm looking at this is or the focus&nbsp;
of my research is how teachers respond to this&nbsp;&nbsp;

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question and in particular like I'm treating&nbsp;
important useful meaningful and kind of the same&nbsp;&nbsp;

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way and so the way that I'm kind of seeing this&nbsp;
play out then without I'm suspecting this will&nbsp;&nbsp;

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play out is that teachers' goals beliefs and&nbsp;
values will interact with their context and&nbsp;&nbsp;

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background to influence well how they respond to&nbsp;
this question instructionally if they choose to&nbsp;&nbsp;

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but if I'm treating these&nbsp;
words of like useful relevant&nbsp;&nbsp;

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important meaningful all as synonymous then I'm&nbsp;
particularly interested on an instructor's beliefs&nbsp;&nbsp;

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on what's meaningful or important and how that&nbsp;
influences what they how they end up teaching&nbsp;&nbsp;

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and so if I'm looking at ways to construe&nbsp;
meaning or meaningful or important&nbsp;&nbsp;

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I'll set out this framework for kind of what I'm&nbsp;
thinking or kind of like the glasses i'll use to&nbsp;&nbsp;

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kind of frame the different ways that meaningful&nbsp;
or important can be construed don't worry about&nbsp;&nbsp;

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understanding it now i'll kind of explain it as&nbsp;
i go. Brownell talks about two different senses&nbsp;&nbsp;

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of meaning he talks about the meaning of something&nbsp;
as being like the understanding of thing in itself&nbsp;&nbsp;

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it talks about the meaning for something&nbsp;
as understanding the relevance of something&nbsp;&nbsp;

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so for instance he talks about not knowing the&nbsp;
meaning of the atomic bomb because he doesn't know&nbsp;&nbsp;

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the engineering and the physics beyond it but&nbsp;
he does know the meaning for the atomic bomb&nbsp;&nbsp;

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in terms of its implications for war and&nbsp;
peace the destruction of society things of&nbsp;&nbsp;

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that nature and so then extending that idea then&nbsp;
to mathematics we can talk about the meaning of&nbsp;&nbsp;

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mathematics as like understanding math itself um&nbsp;
like connecting concepts things of that nature&nbsp;&nbsp;

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or understanding like the relevance of math&nbsp;
with the meaningful mathematics and there&nbsp;&nbsp;

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that can be like procedural computations because&nbsp;
physicists might need it or something like that&nbsp;&nbsp;

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um or you know making critically informed citizens&nbsp;
and promoting like critical thinking skills&nbsp;&nbsp;

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but it doesn't always have to be as grandiose&nbsp;
as that sometimes it can just be skills you need&nbsp;&nbsp;

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for the next test or the next course um what's&nbsp;
important in all of that though is that all of&nbsp;&nbsp;

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those previous ideas kind of focus or all those&nbsp;
previous ways of construing meaning talk about&nbsp;&nbsp;

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meaning from the perspective of understanding and&nbsp;
understanding is something that lives in our hands&nbsp;&nbsp;

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um but we all go to grad school we've been to&nbsp;
school we know the purpose of our education isn't&nbsp;&nbsp;

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just for you know passing on information in a way&nbsp;
our grad school is a way to kind of prepare us for&nbsp;&nbsp;

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the careers that we'll end up being in so we can&nbsp;
kind of think about it in terms of a bit of an&nbsp;&nbsp;

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apprenticeship in a way and so a lot of uh i guess&nbsp;
a lot of people who take a social perspective on&nbsp;&nbsp;

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learning kind of take um kind of point to this&nbsp;
aspect of education needing to be attended to&nbsp;&nbsp;

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in terms of thinking about education not only as&nbsp;
information but also just practices and from their&nbsp;&nbsp;

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perspective um meaning or at least from some some&nbsp;
social some people who take a social perspective&nbsp;&nbsp;

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for them meaning is that experience of&nbsp;
everyday life uh within particular communities&nbsp;&nbsp;

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and so i can talk about like taking that&nbsp;
conceptual understanding and taking the social&nbsp;&nbsp;

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analog of that they'll be talking about like the&nbsp;
social meaning of mathematics and that will be&nbsp;&nbsp;

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like practices that mathematics uh mathematicians&nbsp;
engage in so this could be like proving um&nbsp;&nbsp;

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defining things of that nature doing mathematics&nbsp;
and i can take that aspect of relevance and take&nbsp;&nbsp;

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the social analog of that and that will be&nbsp;
at least according to how i synthesize things&nbsp;&nbsp;

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um talking about practices that&nbsp;
non-mathematics communities engage in&nbsp;&nbsp;

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um so this could be procedural computations or&nbsp;
critical thinking skills like historically some of&nbsp;&nbsp;

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the goals of our education system has been to push&nbsp;
critical thinking skills on elites while pushing&nbsp;&nbsp;

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uh procedural computations on lower class citizens&nbsp;
as a way to kind of maintain social uh social&nbsp;&nbsp;

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stratification and kind of maintain social order&nbsp;
or maintained the status quo to say so to speak&nbsp;&nbsp;

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um and so i'm using these uh kind of taking&nbsp;
those initial like cognitive views of what's&nbsp;&nbsp;

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meaningful and important and i can extend those&nbsp;
socially um and i'm using this then to frame&nbsp;&nbsp;

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how instructors answer this question of when is&nbsp;
this ever going to be useful and why should i care&nbsp;&nbsp;

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um and here are just some examples of kind of&nbsp;
how each of these ways of construing meaning can&nbsp;&nbsp;

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be demonstrated or can manifest so you know&nbsp;
that conceptual understanding can be pushed&nbsp;&nbsp;

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um by having teachers really focus on like&nbsp;
connecting ideas or concepts um if you're&nbsp;&nbsp;

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talking about relevance it could be just like&nbsp;
you need to know how to do you need to know&nbsp;&nbsp;

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how to do math to do your taxes or something&nbsp;
like that um in terms of that social analog of&nbsp;&nbsp;

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like conceptual understanding there's that&nbsp;
functioning as mathematicians so i mentioned like&nbsp;&nbsp;

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doing mathematics proofs things like that um&nbsp;
and if we're taking that idea of relevance&nbsp;&nbsp;

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and taking the social analog there um that would&nbsp;
be things like critical thinking and procedural&nbsp;&nbsp;

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skills for societal maintenance or even like&nbsp;
being able to engage in routine calculations&nbsp;&nbsp;

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as a to be a physicist and so then i'm focused&nbsp;
on in this in response to this question of when&nbsp;&nbsp;

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is this ever going to be useful i'm focused&nbsp;
on like what do instructors understand to be&nbsp;&nbsp;

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meaningful or important um and how do they focus&nbsp;
on those in their classrooms and why um and i'm&nbsp;&nbsp;

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thinking things like their background effective&nbsp;
factors things like that might influence that&nbsp;&nbsp;

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um so uh in terms of looking at actual instructors&nbsp;
then um i talked about instructors in multiple&nbsp;&nbsp;

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different courses just because there was more&nbsp;
of a chance of seeing different ways of looking&nbsp;&nbsp;

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or understanding meaning show up um and so yeah&nbsp;
um in terms of my like i guess how i was kind&nbsp;&nbsp;

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of getting a view of what instructors were doing&nbsp;
um i did i took interviews with each instructor i&nbsp;&nbsp;

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did classroom video recordings which i brought&nbsp;
into interviews and asked instructors like you&nbsp;&nbsp;

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know what were your goals in the moment how&nbsp;
did those connect to your larger goals and&nbsp;&nbsp;

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like now what are you trying to do here um and&nbsp;
that was pretty much done through uh my analysis&nbsp;&nbsp;

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process and i'll leave the details out um so in&nbsp;
the discussion that i'll follow i'll talk about um&nbsp;&nbsp;

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the background of each instructor and then how&nbsp;
um each one of the ways that i'm framing or&nbsp;&nbsp;

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construing meaning showed up in the instructor's&nbsp;
goals um so the first instructor was a&nbsp;&nbsp;

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uh was a math for liberal arts instructor&nbsp;
um they had an identity kind of rooted in&nbsp;&nbsp;

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mathematics like they were good in math they&nbsp;
grew up good in it they made friends that way by&nbsp;&nbsp;

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tutoring others in math and so it was kind of&nbsp;
natural for them to go on and major in mathematics&nbsp;&nbsp;

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um and they developed this view where mathematics&nbsp;
they saw math as kind of like this pure thing like&nbsp;&nbsp;

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you know you can get anything you can&nbsp;
do anything with math you don't really&nbsp;&nbsp;

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the other all the other subjects are subservient&nbsp;
to that but as they grew older um they saw a lot&nbsp;&nbsp;

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of inequalities in our society either through news&nbsp;
their friends were realizing their own privileges&nbsp;&nbsp;

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um and so they ended up kind of shifting away&nbsp;
from that idealistic view of mathematics to&nbsp;&nbsp;

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seeing mathematics as like a practical means of&nbsp;
upliftment in a society that really values stem um&nbsp;&nbsp;

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the next instructor was a stats instructor they&nbsp;
had a lot of difficulty with math um because they&nbsp;&nbsp;

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moved around a lot so they had no main intention&nbsp;
of majoring in math when they gone to college&nbsp;&nbsp;

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uh they went in as a business major and when&nbsp;
they were doing that they went into a business&nbsp;&nbsp;

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scout class where they were able to really see how&nbsp;
math could be applied not really appeal to them&nbsp;&nbsp;

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and so they decided to switch their major into&nbsp;
mathematics despite a lot of gender stereotypes&nbsp;&nbsp;

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and barriers that were up against them um&nbsp;
then they ended up going into grad school&nbsp;&nbsp;

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doing a master's in statistics they went into the&nbsp;
business life a little while and then they decided&nbsp;&nbsp;

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to come back to teaching where they really&nbsp;
threw themselves into looking at education&nbsp;&nbsp;

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research and how to teach better the&nbsp;
next instructor was a calculus instructor&nbsp;&nbsp;

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um he as he was growing up he was curious&nbsp;
about why math rules were what they were um&nbsp;&nbsp;

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but their family really wasn't well wasn't really&nbsp;
able to answer those kinds of questions for him&nbsp;&nbsp;

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but they were well off enough to be able to send&nbsp;
him to a private school where he was able to get&nbsp;&nbsp;

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ahead and so he really did well in math and he&nbsp;
liked it um but once he was done with um k-12 he&nbsp;&nbsp;

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kind of left school had no intention of going into&nbsp;
math wandered a bit um after kind of traveling and&nbsp;&nbsp;

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seeing he kind of seeing things he kind of came&nbsp;
back to school um where he got a job as a tutor&nbsp;&nbsp;

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and there um he ended up turning people in math&nbsp;
and he was really he really enjoyed being able&nbsp;&nbsp;

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to talk about mathematical details with his&nbsp;
students and so he ended up deciding to or that&nbsp;&nbsp;

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he wanted to end up teaching math um and because&nbsp;
of kind of his own background he mentioned how he&nbsp;&nbsp;

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mentioned having really strong beliefs about&nbsp;
how math has its own kind of inherent beauty&nbsp;&nbsp;

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and it doesn't need to be relevant the&nbsp;
same way we don't talk about poetry or&nbsp;&nbsp;

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playing the piano as being relevant those&nbsp;
just kind of have their own natural beauty&nbsp;&nbsp;

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the last instructor was a teacher educator um she&nbsp;
had a very love-hate relationship with math like&nbsp;&nbsp;

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she liked doing that and especially teaching it&nbsp;
um but she didn't like being identified good at&nbsp;&nbsp;

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math um and despite that though she had a lot of&nbsp;
supportive individuals who kind of pushed her um&nbsp;&nbsp;

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so that she ended up majoring in mathematics in&nbsp;
college and when she was there she came across&nbsp;&nbsp;

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a class where the teacher showed her how all the&nbsp;
mathematical ideas that she was doing were just&nbsp;&nbsp;

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particular cases of larger mathematical ideas um&nbsp;
and that and being able to see those connections&nbsp;&nbsp;

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really appealed to her and so that love hate&nbsp;
relationship changed her pure love relationship&nbsp;&nbsp;

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um and she decided to continue forward and&nbsp;
go into teaching uh where she ended up uh&nbsp;&nbsp;

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teaching a lot of underserved students and&nbsp;
um kind of uh in really hard-hit areas and&nbsp;&nbsp;

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she was really able to see how math could be&nbsp;
a gatekeeper issue for a lot of those students&nbsp;&nbsp;

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so in terms of the different ways&nbsp;
that mathematics can be meaningful&nbsp;&nbsp;

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if for looking at meaningful and important&nbsp;
from that perspective of functioning as a&nbsp;&nbsp;

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mathematician that actually barely showed up um&nbsp;
and so like for instance with the calc instructor&nbsp;&nbsp;

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um he knew some of his students would be math&nbsp;
majors and so he felt like he needed to talk about&nbsp;&nbsp;

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certain ways of doing mathematics like proving or&nbsp;
like ways of approaching problems just because he&nbsp;&nbsp;

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felt like some of them would need that in their&nbsp;
future in their future careers um the national&nbsp;&nbsp;

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liberal arts instructor um they they were trying&nbsp;
to use math for actually applying it to things&nbsp;&nbsp;

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but first they needed to kind of understand how&nbsp;
mathematicians were communicating certain ideas&nbsp;&nbsp;

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and so they really had to talk about notation&nbsp;
a lot before they actually ended up using math&nbsp;&nbsp;

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um in terms of that importance or meaningful&nbsp;
in terms of like professional functioning or&nbsp;&nbsp;

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societal functioning um or like you know practices&nbsp;
that apply to nothing non-mathematics communities&nbsp;&nbsp;

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um there's a lot of diversity here&nbsp;
but all of them actually have like&nbsp;&nbsp;

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an underlying trend of being influenced by&nbsp;
their student demographics in various ways&nbsp;&nbsp;

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um so for instance um like the count constructor&nbsp;
they have stem measuring students so they were&nbsp;&nbsp;

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trying to show like they tried showing a lot of&nbsp;
stem applications of the calculus they're doing&nbsp;&nbsp;

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um the uh the stats instructor um they the courses&nbsp;
that their course fed into which were like health&nbsp;&nbsp;

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science courses because their classes mainly&nbsp;
for like health sciences and business majors&nbsp;&nbsp;

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though the depart the departments of the courses&nbsp;
that those that that stats course fed into they&nbsp;&nbsp;

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really cared about their students kind of being&nbsp;
able to interpret uh data and statistical results&nbsp;&nbsp;

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but not so much on the mathematics itself um&nbsp;
and so they put pressure on the instructor to&nbsp;&nbsp;

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really focus on that and so she ended up doing&nbsp;
showing a lot of like calculator shortcuts um&nbsp;&nbsp;

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as opposed to like going into the mathematics&nbsp;
and trying to understand it because of that&nbsp;&nbsp;

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influence um in terms of the teacher educate&nbsp;
or i know i'll talk about them after liberal&nbsp;&nbsp;

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arts instructor first um the national liberal arts&nbsp;
instructor he doesn't have stem measuring students&nbsp;&nbsp;

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but in terms of projects that he kind of had&nbsp;
his students engage in he had them engage in a&nbsp;&nbsp;

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data collection project where they were just to&nbsp;
figure out how many books in their library are&nbsp;&nbsp;

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read and they had a whole debate over like what's&nbsp;
considered red um and the point there was really&nbsp;&nbsp;

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to focus on how like making his students really&nbsp;
critical of things that they might hear news in&nbsp;&nbsp;

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the news um and so really fostering that idea of&nbsp;
being like critically informed democratic citizens&nbsp;&nbsp;

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um the teacher educator they had their teaching&nbsp;
teachers um so they spent a lot of time like&nbsp;&nbsp;

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having their students like interpret other&nbsp;
students thinking looking at student reasoning&nbsp;&nbsp;

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and trying to understand that the one interesting&nbsp;
case here was like this relevance outside math&nbsp;&nbsp;

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um and the the the teacher actually tied this to&nbsp;
her own background where she realized that not all&nbsp;&nbsp;

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students are going to be engaged by mathematical&nbsp;
activity itself and so they need to be teachers&nbsp;&nbsp;

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need to be able to talk about relevance in various&nbsp;
ways and so she was trying to prepare her uh&nbsp;&nbsp;

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pre-service teachers for that in terms of that&nbsp;
meaning uh in terms of meaning or importance in&nbsp;&nbsp;

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terms of math for its own sake or like conceptual&nbsp;
understanding the idea of connections was pretty&nbsp;&nbsp;

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consistent across all the instructors or in&nbsp;
terms of like different things that they tried to&nbsp;&nbsp;

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emphasize um the one interesting case here was the&nbsp;
stats instructor who talked about applications um&nbsp;&nbsp;

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and she tied this to her own background of having&nbsp;
struggled with math she felt like she learned&nbsp;&nbsp;

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concepts best by seeing applications first and so&nbsp;
she was trying to teach from that perspective of&nbsp;&nbsp;

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um what she struggled with learning or how she&nbsp;
struggled with learning so in terms of importance&nbsp;&nbsp;

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or meaningful in that from that perspective of&nbsp;
relevance outside math um there was this idea of&nbsp;&nbsp;

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skills across all the instructors that showed up&nbsp;
um the one interesting case here for me was the&nbsp;&nbsp;

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relevance to non-math that showed up for the stats&nbsp;
and the teacher educator um and the reason that&nbsp;&nbsp;

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was interesting to me was the two instructors&nbsp;
who hadn't mentioned it the math and the&nbsp;&nbsp;

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math for liberal arts and the calc instructor both&nbsp;
of them had actually expressed discomfort about&nbsp;&nbsp;

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going about this kind of this way of understanding&nbsp;
meaningful or important um and what stood out to&nbsp;&nbsp;

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me there was that both of these instructors were&nbsp;
instructors who had backgrounds of like really&nbsp;&nbsp;

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appreciating math for its own sake um and liking&nbsp;
and like being successful in math and so what that&nbsp;&nbsp;

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might suggest for me then is that their background&nbsp;
might have actually served as blinders in a way&nbsp;&nbsp;

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it might have made answering that question&nbsp;
of relevance or importance or meaningfulness&nbsp;&nbsp;

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um and diversity very difficult for them just&nbsp;
because their backgrounds might have made certain&nbsp;&nbsp;

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ways of answering that question more accessible to&nbsp;
them than others the one disconfirming case here&nbsp;&nbsp;

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was the teacher educator who we'll talk about in&nbsp;
the next slide kind of recapping i was i had these&nbsp;&nbsp;

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four ways of kind of considering how meaningful&nbsp;
or important can be understood and they and i was&nbsp;&nbsp;

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using that then to kind of frame instructors goals&nbsp;
about what they thought was important um and what&nbsp;&nbsp;

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i found was that you know a lot of it a lot of the&nbsp;
ways that those meanings or importances kind of&nbsp;&nbsp;

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manifested depending on the student demographics&nbsp;
but also the instructor's own background&nbsp;&nbsp;

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um i mean there was like when i'm thinking&nbsp;
background i'm thinking of the calc and the&nbsp;&nbsp;

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latin math for liberal arts instructors who like&nbsp;
their background in math might have made answering&nbsp;&nbsp;

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that question of like relevance and diverse ways&nbsp;
it might have made that difficult for them just&nbsp;&nbsp;

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because their background might have made certain&nbsp;
ways of thinking about meaningful or important&nbsp;&nbsp;

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more applicable or relatable to them um the one&nbsp;
disconfirming case here however was the teacher&nbsp;&nbsp;

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educator who didn't care about math um or didn't&nbsp;
care about relevance but she just liked math for&nbsp;&nbsp;

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its own sake but because of her experience of like&nbsp;
seeing disenfranchised students she realized that&nbsp;&nbsp;

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being able to answer this question of importance&nbsp;
in various ways was something that was needed the&nbsp;&nbsp;

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same thing with the stats instructor she actually&nbsp;
had that personal experience of struggling with&nbsp;&nbsp;

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math and so kind of looking overall what stood&nbsp;
out for me here was that if we want instructors&nbsp;&nbsp;

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to be able to answer this question of when is&nbsp;
this ever going to be useful in diverse ways&nbsp;&nbsp;

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what this might suggest is that we need teachers&nbsp;
who've had either that personal experience of&nbsp;&nbsp;

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struggling with math like the stats instructor&nbsp;
or have that experience of really seeing others&nbsp;&nbsp;

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be disenfranchised by that and that can have a&nbsp;
lot of really important consequences for equity&nbsp;&nbsp;

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and also in terms of engaging our students if&nbsp;
we want to really be able to engage our students&nbsp;&nbsp;

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perhaps we need more instructors&nbsp;
who have these diverse experiences&nbsp;&nbsp;

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and are thus able to then answer&nbsp;
this question in diverse ways

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and these are my references

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thank you

